Well, as I said in my last post, I have Cancer... I like writing the capital "C" because everyone gets so freaked about it... even me. I also have anemia, obesity (I am working on that), both kinds of heart failure, arthritis, crazy water retention issues, neuropathy in both my legs and feet... You get the idea. That doesn't mean I have to live there. I figured out how to get more steps each day and am doing an old person chair yoga workout... that should help.
But that doesn't mean it's all bad. I retired. Okay, I sent in my papers and will be SOL - you can't take it back once you do it - if I don't bring in enough cash.
So, I started something else - I started getting my profile together to tutor online. I am fairly good at it. I just have to finish the profile, etc., to start. By Monday, that should be complete. If I work it right, I should be able to make it financially. If not...well, I am screwed.
It will be fine. God is good, and I know that he/she/they will protect me and help me through this.
Summer has been so hot... but it is almost over!
Revelations:
I can change and pay attention to others...I can be more aware of their needs and desires.
I can try!
I know I can!
Today, a lovely young person helped me with the SSA website, and I know that she has got to be working her ass off because of all the issues with the government. I made sure to let her know that she is appreciated! Her assistance is more valuable than ever! That was my cool for the day...but it made me feel real and alive.
Thank you to all those of you who are out there working your butt off without a clue if somehow the idiocy of our current world is going to mess you up. You are wonderful, appreciated, and valuable! Thank you.
